I keep having dreams about my ex. In the dreams it’s not him physically but the things he does, I know it is him doing them. If that makes any kind of sense. So I will be dating someone serious in the dream. They will then start acting shady and run off with another person. I then know in the dream that it is not actually the person I am dating in the dream who is doing it, but it is my ex doing those things as that person. Like a scooby do, dude under the mask kind of thing. I spend the whole dream trying to get a hold of the real version of the person I am dating but can’t get the phone to work. I spend the remainder of the dream pissed off because I am trying to fix things with the person I am dating but can’t because the evil ex is blocking me from doing so. I have this one pretty often. I know that I have trust issues because of him. It’s hard to trust after someone who was supposed to love you treats you like crap. I grew up with a family that was like that too. I guess I don’t know what it is like to have something real with anyone. I have my guard up a lot because of the shit people I have had in my life. Not that I am gonna find much better in here but, being able to trust anyone, even just a friend, that would be nice sometimes.