It’s not that I can’t swim,
It’s that I can’t see the bottom.
Even if I could maybe just dip down low enough to touch it.
To know it’s there.
Maybe then I could be okay.
But if I can’t see it, and I can’t touch it.
How do I know it’s not there?
It’s like drowning above water.
I freeze up like I’ve fallen through the ice
My lungs fill with air and burn
And you’ll have to rescue me.
And something touched my foot.
I told you there was something in the deep
But you didn’t believe me
It’s not that I can’t swim
It’s just something wrapped around my ankle
It’s not just a fish - at least - not anymore
It has human features
It’s moving and it hasn’t come up for air.
It wants for us to join it.
Please, please, please...
Get me out of this fucking lake.