VII
Lost Helmet
As I landed steady on my feet,
surveying the cracked ravines,
my thoughts flashed back to
the ravaging asteroids
that chased me out of the sky
I breathed a sigh,
reclining to the
land’s gentle touch
Everything was so different
than anything I had ever known
land so green and so soft
air so clear it sparkled a vivid blue
transleucent
that traversed through the ravines,
filling the chasms with life
flowing along gently like a melody
I lay back my head
the distance stood still
in clear ivory
a creamy sky sparkling
with some crystalline stars
like diamonds peeking through
I sighed,
but my breath got caught in my helmet
like a kind compliment
kept in the heart
After a while, I woke from a nap
my thoughts got away from me
and I was sure I wasn’t even dreaming
but I felt alive
It had been too long
since my hollow shell felt alive
I wandered along the ravines,
staring into the sparkling air
which traveling along,
skipping joyfully, like the purple stars
Instinctually, I reached toward it
and my logic didn’t halt me
It wasn’t air--but substance
droplets that escaped from
the cracks in my hand,
afraid of being contained
they scattered back into the blue,
becomming one soul again
Astounded, I kept trying it again,
dipping my hands into the blue air,
and watching it trail away
each time,
cherishing the moment
savoring the wonder
Then I had to turn away--
to see what else there could be
that speaks of life
other than that of the environment
But it was too quiet again,
just like the other worlds,
nothing there but my thoughts
hanging in my own space
as everything just
wandered about
just as I had been doing
in my travels, in my journey
except it was happy
its path it carved
the path that was carved
though it was jagged and shadowed,
the purpose it held and
the blue which followed it
made it beautiful
For a split second,
my foot caught in the ground,
and my pulse quickened
as I struggled to free myself
then a sharp crack
freed the ground
and I plummeted below
to a cavern
Soft drips of blue came from the surface above
the cave was quiet except for
the bubbling noises the
liquid above made as it crossed the ravines
but where I had fallen,
there was nothing
just darkness and rocks
Then I started coughing
and I had no idea why until
I realized--
the fall cracked my helmet
I figured that was it
I’d either have to go home
or expire here among the green swaying,
the plush land, the cracked ravines,
the blue passages flowing
But I pushed myself up,
strapped my helmet to my side,
took a deep breath,
ascended to the surface
But when I did,
everything was different
Chirping-like noises
filled the air
the bubbling sang louder
the colors brightened,
grew so vivid they
burned themselves into my eyes
but it was peaceful
Alive
again, alive
My breaths came naturally
steady, certainly,
but steady
I tossed the helmet down the hole
The air lifted me from the ground
as I breathed
I ran,
letting my legs take me where they may
retired the gloves and cupped the water
it stayed in my palms,
looking back at me sweetly
like a friend
I slipped away my suit,
and the light grew warmer around me,
making my face glow
my burgundy jumpsuit
was still thin enough to keep me warm
and I fell back on the ground again,
hearing for the first time its
gentle swishing
and I fell asleep again
I miss that world
I don’t know anyone who lived there
I didn’t get any information
I didn’t see anyone or any living creature
but I already want to go back
becuase it told me enough
just by being there
It didn’t need a story
it had a purpose
to provide rest for the weary
But now I need a new helmet