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Hello everyone!

I want to apologize for being MIA for the last two months. Things have been rather crazy in life, with the holidays. But, I was also offered a new job as the lead graphic designer for 117-year-old engineering firm. I’m going to be heading up (starting up, really) the department. So, I’ve been spending the last few weeks getting all the loose ends tied up at my current job. On top of that, my fiance and I are looking at wedding venues and preparing to move in three months. Needless to say, I’ve been a bit out of sorts.

I can officially say we are getting published because now we have a brand spanking new layout in Inkshares and it is no longer the funding page! That is so exciting! I’ve got to take down the incentives and get those out to everyone. Fancy mugs are in for those spectacular backers who bought 10 copies. I’m ordering the bookmarks and posters to send out to the other backers tomorrow, so I’ll be contacting you for your address so that I can send you your incentives! 


Inkshares contacted me, but I have no real deadline for when the book will be published. Right now, they are working through a backlog, so it may be some time. The book is finished and it is almost completely edited after passing the first round of beta readers. As soon as I finish these edits I will be passing it off to the second round of beta readers. (If you’ve contacted me about beta reading, again, I haven’t forgotten)

I’ll be contacting those that I owe covers very shortly (today, hopefully) to discuss jumping back in to work on those. I’m looking forward to helping you guys out with them, and I apologize for the delay. 

For quicker updates, go like my Facebook Page! You’ll find lots of links to other books that I’ve done covers for, you’ll get up-to-date news about the book, the editing process, and sneak peaks!  https://www.facebook.com/KaytalinPlattAuthor/  Also, follow me on Twitter. https://twitter.com/KaytalinPlatt

That’s the end of the updates, so I’m going to move on to the sentimental, mushy, oversharing stuff that isn’t necessarily important to your interests, but still something I’d like to say. Rather, I’d like to share with you so that, if you are like me, you might not feel so alone in the weird need to disbelieve in the achievements you’ve made.

I suffer from imposter syndrome and have for pretty much a majority of my life and in everything that I do. If you don’t know what imposter syndrome is, it is where, no matter how well you do or what you achieve, you always feel like a fraud and that, eventually, everyone will realize how really crappy you are. Someone with imposter syndrome spends their life achieving things and expecting "the other shoe to drop". 

So, I’ve got an amazing fiance, I’m gaining a wonderful family, a company actually thinks I’m good enough to start a graphics department and gave me a job out of the blue, and a book that I’ve dreamed about for the last 10+ years is going to be published. All of this culminating in the last six months or so, really kicked the imposter syndrome into overdrive.

I’ve wanted to write to tell you how much being published means to me, but I’ve been afraid to acknowledge it is really happening. It’s even harder to look people in the eye when they congratulate me in person. It’s not that I’m not grateful, just genuinely afraid that I don’t deserve it or that what I’ve loved and created is unworthy. It is definitely something I need to work on, and I am. 

So, in moving past the imposter syndrome, let me tell you how incredibly happy I am. Let me acknowledge that happiness, let me announce it to you and to the world, and not be afraid. Nothing is ever perfect, least of all books. But, when you’ve worked so hard for something, when you’ve dreamed and fought and spent every spare second you had working on it, even people with imposter syndrome deserve to celebrate those accomplishments. I’ve day-dreamed half my life about sharing stories with the world, and you all made it possible.

Thank you. From the bottom of the heart, forever and always, thank you.  

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    jacob browning liked an update for The Last Faoii

    Orders, Faoii! Listen up!

    Another warrior joined our army, today! Faoii-Claire is the 2nd new sword to join our ranks since the contest’s end, and I am honored to introduce her to the fight. 

    I am concerned at our stagnation, though, faoii. We charged into the Geek and Sundry Fantasy Contest with our battle cries piercing the air and our fantoii blazing with glory and determination. We didn’t make it to the top 3 in that contest, but we did not roll over silently and let it slip us by, either. We clawed our way to the leaderboards and  during those few months people knew us. They knew our army, our weapons, and our heart. They rode that crimson tide of battle and watched us storm the contest’s hill. We took a spot in the leaderboards after starting nearly a month late. We proved to everyone that we are warriors. That we do not fade quietly into the background. That we are willing to fight for this.

    Now, people are beginning to forget us. The word faoii does not mean Warrior to those who hear it-- it’s only a jumbled mixture of too many vowels. We must remind them who we are. Re-ignite the flame that will have every vanilla human wondering what a faoii is, what we can do, and how they can be part of our army. The contest is lost, yes, but the war is not over. We need to remind people that we are here, and our story is coming.  That The Last Faoii will be a real thing. And when that day comes and this book is at last in print, we will charge into the world screaming our battle cries just as we did that first, wonderful day when we launched onto the Geek and Sundry field.

    Every person that has read The Last Faoii in its entirety so far has asked about how it could be made into a movie. I have never heard of literary people wanting to see their favorite book make it to the big screen (because we’ve all seen how badly that can turn out). I wish I had a better answer, but all I know is that Inkshares works with UTA (the United Talent Agency-- one of the largest talent agencies in the world) to set up deals and exchange properties. I, of course, don’t have any idea on how to make that happen-- but the people at Inkshares do. However, why would they want to try to make connections for The Last Faoii when even our army has forgotten the cry? We need to remind them and everyone that The Last Faoii is coming. WE are coming. And our story will be heard.

    Shields up, faoii. Remind the world who we are. A single post, tweet, picture, word, hell, send blade-blessed carrier pigeons if that’s what it takes-- but do not let the world forget us before we even have a chance to become real. Our fight does not end here.

    That’s all, faoii. Dismissed.
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      jacob browning liked an update for The Phantom Forest

      Dear Readers,

      It. Is. DONE! The Phantom Forest has reached its Quill publishing goal, which means the book will have a limited release in both print and digital! I’ve talked to a number of authors who have gone through this process before me, and the timeline is pretty similar to a traditional publishing calendar: there’s going to be an editing phase, beta-readers, design, and marketing planning, so the actual release date might not be for another 7-12 months, even though the manuscript itself is complete. But rest assured, as soon as I have an official release date, I’ll update everyone! You will have those signed copies in your hands and I will have callouses after signing all of them for you and I will love every minute of it.

      Okay, so here is the part where I rattle off about a hundred thank yous... so sit tight!

      I was fortunate to get an enormous boost this week from not one, not two, but THREE Inkshares syndicates! You’ll see little "medals" for each on the book’s main page - there’s the Staff Syndicate, which is run by members of the Inkshares team, then there’s the Fantasy syndicate, which backs that specific genre, and the Break the Bechdel Syndicate, which specializes in books with strong female leads. A huge, heartfelt thank you goes out to all the syndicate members who nominated the book and pushed it into the spotlight. You made a huge difference this week and helped it reach the tipping point!

      Another thanks to the awesome folks who put together the book trailer for me, which made a major impact: there’s director David Diperstein, whose work you can check out here, and our lovely actress Jess Nurse.  I’m still so flattered that they made this beautiful trailer for me and I think it really helped to give everyone an idea of all the cinematic potential in this story. 

      And then of course, there’s all of you, the readers! You thought you were just going online and buying some book you’d never heard of, but you also helped me accomplish a huge goal 5+ years in the making, you helped support an awesome new publishing startup, you graciously helped me raise money for the ACLU when I started feeling conflicted about the ethics of crowdfunding for a time, and you gave emerging filmmakers and artists exposure by watching and sharing our trailer and giving our cover artist the green light! 

      Thank you, whether you’re an old, dear friend or a new supporter on the internet I’ve yet to meet in person. I can’t wait to start the next phase of this adventure! 

      Love,

      Liz

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        well this was a little uncalled for. :/
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          Updates, Faoii! Listen up!

          I apologize for my prolonged silence, dear warriors. There has been no news on the publishing front, and thus I had no information to give to you. I will, of course, relay any messages from our Inkshares allies as I receive word.

          Despite my silence, however, I assure you that I have not been remiss in my faoii duties. There are always battles to be fought, wrongs to be righted, and situations to improve. Work on Faoii Betrayer is going well, and my personal battles have been exciting and plentiful. Neo-Nazis have threatened my homestate with an armed, hate-filled march, and I have done what I can to remind them that such things will not be tolerated. When they march this weekend you can rest assured that I will be there, and they will hear my battle cry. I have sworn not to start anything at this protest, but I am faoii. I am prepared to finish whatever comes. Even if you cannot be there in person, my warriors, I hope you will add your voice to the Choir in any way you can. Faoii do not stand silently by in the face of such evil.

          My battle with health issues has been less straight-forward. It’s been more than a year now, and there is still no clear victor in this ongoing war. While I have not been laid low permanently, I have also been unable to completely fight off the infections that have been slowly depleting my strength and morale. I admit that it is easier now that my campaign for The Last Faoii has ended, but it is still a long, drawn-out battle. Luckily, I finally (blessedly) go in for surgery next month. Perhaps this war will finally end and I’ll feel like a true faoii again. Wish me luck.

          I hope your own battles in your own wars are going well. I hope you continue to seek out ways to improve the world and the lives of those within. I hope that your battle cries have been piercing in their beauty and unfaltering as you stand against whatever enemies have tried to break you in the last months. I hope you have continued to uphold your faoii titles. In whatever personal battles and demons you square up against, know that I am proud of you.

          Watch for my missives in the future. I’ll keep you updated on this war and others.
          Dismissed. 
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            Hello all of you glorious people :P
            I’ve been quiet lately but still pushing along over here. November helped me push through some ideas due to NaNoWriMo which was great but i slowed down again to flesh out some other world stuff before i continue again and between being busy with work with the holidays around the corner and a mounting star wars hype...its hard to keep a decent pace. I’m still going though and I’ll be able to do more once i get on break for Christmas and will have no stuff to show off shortly after that.


            Now I know I’m not going for orders at the moment but if you all could continue to share with your friends that’d be great.
            Thanks again and I’ll be talking with you all soon :) Happy Holidays.
            -Jacob

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