Autumn settled in slowly, like an old friend who no longer needed to knock. The air cooled first in the mornings, wrapping itself around the stone like a shawl drawn close over tired shoulder. The fig tree responded with grace, releasing its leaves one at a time, each descent as deliberate as a whispered farewell. The wind no longer played. It listened.
The travelers came less frequently now. Their stories had traveled further than their feet, and the ones who still arrived did so quietly, without the urgency that had once carried them here. They did not come to be moved. They came to rest. Some stayed a night. Some stayed an hour. But the house and the courtyard no longer swelled with new faces. Instead, they held to a deeper rhythm—the kind that does not welcome or dismiss, but abides.
It was in this slowing, this gentle hush, that the children began to return.
Not the ones who still chased marbles or tied leaf crowns.
The others.
The ones who had grown tall enough to carry their questions in their shoulders.
They came alone, or in twos, or with a younger sibling trailing behind. They didn’t knock at the door or call out from the gate. They simply arrived. And each time they did, Isa or Aseel would step out with the same quiet recognition, as if they had always expected them at that precise hour, on that precise day, though no word had ever been exchanged.
They no longer played beneath the fig tree.
They sat.
Some leaned against the trunk, arms folded, eyes half-lidded in thought. Others sprawled across the stones, gazing upward through the thinning leaves as if reading scripture in their shapes. They didn’t ask to be taught. They brought their own stories, shaped not by books, but by absence. By ache. By those first tremors of becoming that begin in the chest before the voice can find them.
One boy, his voice hoarse from a recent fever, told Isa of a dream in which he stood before the tree with empty hands, ashamed. “I had nothing to give,” he said, head bowed.
Isa had taken his hand then, warm and calloused.
“But you came,” he said. “And you stayed.”
The boy nodded, not in understanding, but in relief.
That was enough.
Aseel, too, found herself speaking more. Not often. Not with long explanations. But when the older girls returned, their brows furrowed with words they hadn’t yet dared to say aloud, she answered with stories—not of the tree, not of her past, but of the wind. The kind that comes when a door is opened, not to enter, but to remind you that you are not alone.
Sometimes, she read aloud from the book where she kept their fragments—notes, poems, pressed leaves. She would choose a page at random and let it speak, watching their eyes follow the lines as if they were tracing a path back to something they’d once lost.
And as dusk gathered more quickly each evening, the fig tree stood in the center of it all, shedding its leaves like pages returned to the soil.
Not forgotten.
Not discarded.
But offered again,
in a language only those who had stayed long enough
could begin to understand.
She came in the late afternoon, just as the sky was beginning to tilt toward amber, when the olive trees cast long, silvered shadows and the fig leaves trembled with the weight of change. Isa had been sweeping the courtyard slowly, the broom soft against the stone, not to clean but to settle his thoughts into rhythm. He saw her figure approaching from the far path, her steps certain but not hurried.
At first, he did not recognize her.
The girl who had once sat beneath the fig tree sketching spirals in the dirt now moved with the poise of someone accustomed to carrying herself through rooms where her name had to be spoken twice before it was heard. Her limbs had lengthened, her gaze sharpened. But it was the scarf—tied loosely, gently framing her face—that caught him most. It was not the color her mother used to fold on festival days. Nor was it the tight, elegant wrap worn by her aunts for Friday prayers. This one was different.
Soft green. Light cotton. Tied by her own hands.
She stood at the edge of the courtyard, eyes not on him, but on the tree.
“May I sit?” she asked.
Isa nodded, stepping aside to rest the broom against the wall.
She lowered herself onto the flat stone near the base of the trunk, not where she had sat as a child, but on the opposite side—as if seeking a new angle, a new listening. Her hands remained in her lap. She did not fidget. She did not look away.
For a while, they said nothing.
Then, with a breath that sounded more like surrender than speech, she began.
“I didn’t wear it for years,” she said, her fingers brushing the edge of her scarf. “I told everyone I wasn’t ready. That I didn’t believe. That I needed more time.”
Isa sat down across from her, folding his legs slowly beneath him. The air around them held the first hint of chill.
She continued. “But I wasn’t afraid of the scarf. I was afraid of what it meant to choose something I couldn’t explain. Of what would happen if I wore it and still felt doubt.”
Isa said nothing. The fig tree above them dropped a single leaf, and she watched it fall.
“I thought belief had to be perfect,” she said. “Like a finished sentence. I didn’t know it could be something you wore even when your voice shook.”
Isa let the silence stretch gently, then answered—not with certainty, but with care.
“There’s a kind of truth that only grows in soil watered by doubt,” he said. “Some trees fruit even after long seasons of wind.”
She closed her eyes, just for a moment.
When she opened them, there was something softer in her expression—not peace, not yet, but the beginning of peace. A willingness to let peace be something that came slowly, like dusk.
She reached into the small satchel at her side and pulled out a folded cloth. Inside it, a single fig, slightly bruised, wrapped like a gift. She placed it between them.
“For the tree,” she said. “Or for the ones who come after.”
Isa nodded.
And together they sat, as the sun lowered itself behind the hills, and the fig leaves overhead whispered nothing, but held everything.
The scarf she wore fluttered once in the breeze.
Not as a flag.
But as a question.
One she had finally stopped trying to answer alone.
The woman came carrying a basket. She did not speak as she entered the courtyard, nor did she hesitate, though it was clear from her careful steps that the place was unfamiliar. She was tall, with silver at her temples and deep folds around her mouth—creases that looked not like the marks of sorrow, but the memory of long contemplation. Her clothing was simple, the kind worn for travel, for comfort, not for display. She wore no jewelry, no perfume. Only a narrow scarf knotted at her throat, and in her eyes, a question that did not need answering.
Aseel met her at the doorway, one hand still dusted with flour from kneading bread.
“You’ve come far,” Aseel said gently.
The woman nodded. “Not in miles. But yes.”
She didn’t offer her name at first. Instead, she held out the basket, wrapped in linen and tied with a cord so worn it had begun to fray.
“For the meal,” she said. “It’s what he would have brought.”
Aseel took it with both hands, bowing her head slightly in gratitude.
They sat in the courtyard at the small wooden table beneath the olive arch, not beneath the fig tree itself but within its long shadow. Isa remained inside, understanding instinctively that this was a space for women, for memory, for things that needed to be spoken in tones soft enough that the leaves could hear without echoing.
The meal was modest: lentils cooked with cardamom, dried apricots softened in rose water, and flatbread folded still warm in the cloth. They ate in small bites, unhurried. Between each motion—between the tearing of bread and the dipping of fingers—there was silence. Not awkward. Not expectant. Just full.
Only after the tea had been poured did the woman speak again.
“He wrote about this tree for years,” she said, her voice low and clear. “Before it was known. Before even I believed it was real.”
Aseel looked up, her expression neither surprised nor expectant.
“He dreamed of it,” the woman continued. “Said he could smell its leaves. Said he heard it call his name in sleep.”
She reached into her satchel and withdrew a folded page—creased, yellowed slightly at the edges, the ink softened by time.
“He never came. His health…” she paused, but did not finish the thought. “But this was the last poem he wrote.”
She placed the page between them.
Aseel did not rush to read it. She let her fingers rest lightly on the edge, as if asking permission of the words.
After a moment, she unfolded it.
The lines were simple.
I do not need to see the tree
to know it grows.
I do not need its fruit
to know it feeds.
I only ask—
that when I am gone,
some part of me is remembered
in its shade.
When she looked up, the woman’s eyes were wet—not with the fresh grief of loss, but with the ache of something long carried, now finally set down.
Aseel reached across the table and placed her hand over the woman’s, holding it not as comfort, but as answer.
“He is already here,” she said.
They did not speak again for some time. They simply drank their tea and listened to the breeze move through the fig leaves, carrying the words of a man who had never arrived, yet had somehow always belonged.
The poem remained on the table, fluttering faintly in the evening air.
Not as relic.
Not as tribute.
But as presence.
The earth around the fig tree had hardened slightly with the cooling season, the topsoil taking on a crispness that broke gently beneath a footstep, like the skin of a baked crust. Isa noticed it first not with his eyes, but with the soles of his feet. He had always walked barefoot in the courtyard, trusting the stones to speak first, the soil to whisper its changes. That morning, they had whispered of waiting.
He fetched the small spade, worn smooth at the handle and dulled along the edge by years of soft digging. He did not bring a basket. He did not expect harvest. This was not for fruit. It was for breath.
Aseel watched from the doorway as he knelt beside the fig tree, his shoulders folding gently forward, his palms pressing into the soil as if listening through his fingers. He did not dig deep. He did not disturb the roots. He cleared the leaves gently from the base of the trunk, brushing them aside like a parent parting hair from a child’s brow.
It was not an act of necessity.
It was an act of remembrance.
Each movement was slow, deliberate, held in that delicate space between tending and prayer. The tree did not require him. It had stood long before his hands had ever reached for it. But something in Isa’s body understood what language would not form: care was not always given because something was broken. Sometimes, it was offered because something was complete.
He poured water from a clay pitcher, not in streams but in a spiral, letting it wind itself around the roots as though asking permission before sinking in. The water darkened the soil, released the scent of it—earthy, deep, living. He pressed his hand flat against the trunk, held it there.
Aseel stepped forward then, slow as dusk.
“You’ve never done this before,” she said quietly.
Isa didn’t turn. “Not like this.”
She stood beside him, her hands folded before her, not in worry, but in reverence.
“You feel it, don’t you?” she asked.
He nodded.
“Something is shifting.”
Not in the tree, though the tree would carry it. Not in the village, though the air had changed. It was something subtler. A turning. A soft ache that comes not from departure, but from knowing the time to stay is not forever.
Aseel crouched beside him, reaching for the softened soil, running it between her fingers like grain. “We never planned for it to last,” she whispered.
“No,” Isa said. “But we lived as if it might.”
The fig tree above them rustled in the quiet, its branches stirring without wind.
It was not mourning.
It was a pause.
The kind before words.
The kind before sleep.
And beneath it, two hands pressed gently into the earth, not to hold on,
but to remember how to let go.
He arrived at dusk, wearing the kind of stillness that is not born of peace, but of exhaustion. His coat was civilian, dark and weathered, and though he carried no bag, Isa could tell he had been walking for a long time. His hair was longer than Isa remembered. The angles of his face had softened, but not his eyes. Those remained sharp, like flint buried beneath velvet.
Isa saw him standing just beyond the courtyard gate, one hand resting on the old iron latch, his gaze not on the house, not on the tree, but on the stones beneath his feet. As though unsure whether he had come to visit, or to return something.
Isa did not call out.
He stepped from the shadows of the olive arch and stood beneath the fig tree, letting the silence between them stretch—not with tension, but with recognition.
The man looked up.
They studied each other a moment longer—two lives, once parallel, now bent by time into very different orbits. When at last he entered, he did so without a word, his boots brushing softly across the threshold as if unwilling to leave a mark.
They did not embrace. They did not shake hands.
They sat beneath the fig tree, cross-legged, a small fire between them. Aseel had lit it earlier, and it crackled now, low and steady, like a memory still warm in the bones.
For a long while, neither spoke.
Then the man reached into his coat and withdrew a small object—a pocket watch. Its glass was cracked, its hands frozen at a time Isa did not recognize.
“It stopped the day we burned the last file,” the man said, holding it out but not offering it. “I kept it because it was the only thing that didn’t ask to be remembered.”
Isa looked at it and nodded. “And yet you carried it.”
The man smiled faintly, something dry and self-aware. “We all carry something.”
He placed the watch on the stone between them, like a third presence.
“I thought I would find you in the city,” he said. “I thought maybe you had written a book. Taught a course. Disappeared into a new kind of vanishing.”
Isa shook his head. “I stayed.”
The fire crackled once, a soft pop of ember.
“And the tree?” the man asked, glancing upward.
“It grew.”
The other man exhaled, slow and deep, as if something unspoken had been answered without words.
“They talk about this place,” he said. “Even there. Even in the halls that pretend not to speak of such things. A fig tree that listens. A man who left the agency and was never hunted. A village that does not appear on any report.”
Isa looked into the fire, the flames reflected in his eyes.
“Because it is not a secret,” he said. “It’s just quiet.”
The man smiled again, this time with less irony. “And you? You’re not angry we gave you that name?”
Isa met his gaze, steady.
“I stopped using names that weren’t mine a long time ago.”
There was silence again. This time gentler.
The man reached into his coat again, not for a weapon, but for a slip of paper—creased, small, torn from the edge of a map. He passed it across the fire.
Isa opened it. Written in clean, block letters were five words:
Does peace belong to anyone?
Isa folded the paper and returned it to the flame.
It did not curl quickly.
It smoldered.
Then vanished.
They sat together long after the last ember dimmed.
Not reconciled.
Not estranged.
Just two men beneath a tree neither had planted, listening to what remained.
The light in the kitchen was soft, the kind that doesn’t announce itself but settles gradually across the walls like dust. Aseel moved within it with the rhythm of someone who was not in a hurry but who understood that time was making itself known. She unfolded a length of linen across the table, its surface worn smooth by years of use, the edges hemmed by her own hands during the quiet winter after Isa had first arrived.
On it, she placed a stack of folded papers. Not many. Just enough to remind, not to explain.
There was the child’s spiral sketch, its crayon lines faded but intact.
There was the widow’s poem, still smelling faintly of rosewater.
There were two notes written in trembling script from travelers whose names had never been known, and the leaf Isa had sent away once, now returned by another messenger, pressed between verses as though it had traveled to learn the language of silence before finding its way home.
Aseel moved as if wrapping a gift. Or a prayer.
She added a small fig, dried and sweetened by time, its skin wrinkled but whole. Then a twig from the first root Isa had uncovered that day he watered the earth without speaking. Last, she reached into the spine of the notebook where she had kept her quiet archive and pulled out a final page.
It was blank.
She folded it with the others.
Isa stood in the doorway, leaning against the frame, watching her hands move. He didn’t ask what she was doing. He had lived long enough beside her to recognize this particular kind of gathering—not of items, but of breath.
She tied the bundle gently with a strip of old cotton, the knot loose enough to be undone with one hand.
When she looked up, she met his gaze with the calm of someone who had seen something through. Not ended it—just walked it to the far edge of the path.
“You’re leaving?” he asked, though the words didn’t carry fear. Only readiness.
Aseel tilted her head slightly. “No. But something is.”
Isa stepped into the room and rested his hand on the table beside the bundle.
“The tree?” he asked, softer now.
She shook her head.
“The waiting.”
The word landed like a leaf on still water—no splash, just a deepening.
He nodded once, then again.
Neither of them touched the bundle.
Neither asked where it would go.
In the courtyard, the fig tree rustled in the breeze—not with farewell, but with fullness.
It had given.
It had received.
And now, it stood.
Not needing anything more.
Chapter Fifteen: The Listening Tree
The first snow came quietly, as though it had been watching the house for days and had finally decided the time was right to step through the door. There was no wind, no rush. Just a gradual softening of the world—edges blurred, sounds hushed, colors withdrawn into a shared hush of white.
Isa had seen snow before, of course. As a boy in the hills outside Safed, during missions in Europe, on rooftops where breath became smoke. But never like this. Never as something earned.
He had risen early that morning, long before the light, before even the animals had begun to stir. Something in the air had changed—not cold, not sharp, but full. As if the sky itself had decided to fold inward and rest.
He wrapped himself in his oldest coat—the one Aseel had patched three winters ago—and stepped barefoot into the courtyard.
The fig tree stood there, bare now, its limbs stretched wide like arms at peace. No leaves. No fruit. No sound but the near-silent settling of snow against its bark, already whitening along its knots and creases. It did not shiver. It did not yield. It simply received.
Isa walked to it slowly, each step sinking lightly into the dusting beneath him. He did not brush the snow from the bench beneath the tree. He sat on it as it was, letting the cold soak into him without resistance. The tree loomed above, a silhouette now—familiar even in its dormancy. It had listened through seasons of fruit, through drought and laughter, through weeping and fig-sweet joy. It would listen still.
He closed his eyes.
The silence was complete.
Not empty. Not watchful.
Just whole.
Somewhere inside, he felt the pages of his notebook settling, the ink drying on words no longer needed. The questions that had once carved furrows in his heart had softened into simple knowing: not of answers, but of peace in the not-knowing. He thought of the letters that had come, the strangers who had wept beneath these branches, the children who once circled the trunk pretending it could grant wishes if only you whispered into its roots.
He opened his eyes and looked up.
Snowflakes floated slowly through the spaces between branches, catching briefly in the air before disappearing into the fabric of the morning. The tree did not speak. And neither did he.
But in that silence, something spoke.
Something deeper than voice.
Something older than mission.
Older than belief.
The kind of stillness that waits not for permission, but for presence.
Isa lowered his gaze, letting it fall upon the earth between his feet.
No footprints remained now.
Only snowfall—
and the shape of a life
settling
into rest.
The door opened with a hush, not a creak, the kind of opening that belongs to those who have learned to move without asking for attention. Aseel stepped into the courtyard wrapped in her dark wool shawl, the color so deep it seemed to absorb the falling light. In her hands, a clay bowl of warm tea, steam rising in tender curls that vanished just before they reached her face.
She did not call to him. She saw Isa sitting at the bench beneath the fig tree, saw the snow settling lightly on his shoulders, and simply began to walk toward him. Her feet left prints where his had already disappeared. The sound of her movement was barely audible, as though the earth had agreed to hold its breath until she reached him.
Isa turned slightly but did not rise. He made no gesture. None were needed.
When she reached him, she knelt instead of sitting, letting her knees find the rhythm of the earth. She placed the bowl in his hands without a word. The warmth traveled into his palms like breath made visible. He lifted it slowly, sipped, and exhaled—not because the tea was hot, but because it asked nothing of him.
The snow continued its patient descent.
They sat that way for a while, neither speaking. The fig tree stood tall above them, each bare branch adorned now in a light veil of white, its shape no longer fruit-bearing, but monumental in its stillness. Around them, the garden disappeared slowly beneath the snow—not erased, but blessed. As though each stone, each path, each quiet patch of earth had finally been given permission to rest.
Aseel’s hand rested on the bench beside him, and after a long moment, Isa’s reached for it. Their fingers met lightly—not woven, not gripped—just a simple touching of warmth to warmth, presence to presence.
They had spent years preparing this place—not as architects, not even as hosts, but as witnesses. First to one another. Then to those who arrived in silence. Then, finally, to themselves.
Isa looked at her, his gaze slow, deliberate, shaped by time.
“Do you think they’ll still come?” he asked, his voice more breath than sound.
Aseel’s eyes followed a snowflake as it landed on her knee and melted instantly.
“They’ll come,” she said. “But not because of what we did.”
He nodded, understanding.
“Because the tree listens.”
“No,” she said, smiling gently. “Because something in them remembers how.”
They fell quiet again.
The bowl of tea now rested between them, cooling slowly. The world around them had blurred, softened by snow and light and the gentle gravity of having nowhere to be but here.
And as the tree stood above them—still, rooted, without blossom or burden—it held not just their silence,
but their becoming.
Not as a chapter closed.
But as a home
that no longer needed to be entered.
Only felt.
They did not hear the gate open, nor the footsteps against the softening stone. Snow had muffled the sounds of approach, folding each movement into silence so complete it seemed to breathe. Isa and Aseel remained seated beneath the fig tree, their shared warmth held loosely between them, the bowl of tea now emptied but not removed.
It was only when Aseel turned slightly, her gaze sweeping across the courtyard as if to measure the light, that she saw the figure.
A child.
Alone.
No more than ten, dressed in a coat that seemed slightly too large, the sleeves falling past the wrists, the buttons mismatched as though repaired in haste. A scarf, hand-knitted in coarse gray wool, was wound around the lower half of the face, hiding any sign of expression. Snow clung to the hem of the trousers, to the laces of the boots, and to the thick curls beneath the hood.
The child stood just inside the gate, motionless.
Not expectant.
Not afraid.
Just there.
Aseel did not rise.
She met the child’s gaze across the space, her body still, her presence open. Isa turned as well, but neither of them spoke. The moment did not ask for speech.
Then, slowly, the child stepped forward—not toward them, but toward the tree.
The feet moved without rush, without the nervous energy of someone unsure of their welcome. It was a movement shaped by knowing, or at least by sensing that this space was not owned, not earned, but offered.
When the child reached the tree, they knelt—not reverently, not dramatically, simply as one does when their legs tire from the weight of arrival. They sat back on their heels, gloved hands resting in their lap, eyes turned upward to the bare limbs dusted in white.
Isa and Aseel watched, not as guardians, not even as hosts, but as those who recognized the moment.
It had happened before.
A thousand times, in different forms.
The arriving.
The sitting.
The listening.
After several minutes, the child reached into their coat pocket and drew out something small—a stone, smooth and flat, no larger than a coin. Without ceremony, they placed it at the base of the tree, nestled between two roots, then leaned back again.
Aseel looked at Isa.
He shook his head gently, signaling what she already felt: the child was not lost. Not in need of guidance. They had not come for questions. They had come because something inside them remembered this place—even if they had never been here before.
Another snowflake drifted from the branches above, catching on the child’s shoulder, melting there.
The courtyard remained still.
The air around them, though cold, seemed thick with warmth. Not heat. Warmth.
The kind that comes when meaning no longer needs to be spoken.
And Isa, sitting beside the woman who had once taught him how to dwell, understood something he had never quite been able to say aloud.
The tree would outlive him.
It would outlive both of them.
And not because of its bark or its roots.
But because someone—always—would remember how to listen.
Before dawn, when the sky still wore its deepest indigo and the snow along the rooftops remained undisturbed, Aseel rose from her cot without sound. She moved through the house in a shawl that had once belonged to her mother, the fabric thin from time but soft in its surrender. The clay floor was cold beneath her bare feet, but she did not shiver. Her steps were slow, even, shaped not by haste but by care.
She did not light a lamp.
The darkness was not unfriendly. It welcomed her as one of its own.
On the table by the window lay a single folded letter. The envelope was unmarked—no name, no address, no seal. Just a crease down the middle where it had been folded once, many seasons ago, and never opened since. She had kept it not out of sentiment, but because she believed some things are not meant to be delivered. They are meant to remain.
Aseel picked it up gently.
It weighed nothing.
But she carried it with both hands.
Outside, the courtyard was silent. The snow had crusted slightly along the edges of the stone, but a path remained—faint, softened by new dustings, yet familiar. The fig tree loomed ahead in silhouette, each branch black against the paling sky. It bore no fruit. Its bark gleamed faintly, kissed by frost. But it was not asleep.
It was listening.
She walked the perimeter first, slowly, as she always did on mornings like this. It was a habit she had never explained to Isa. A circuit of stillness, a tracing of memory into form. She touched the olive arch, the low basin once filled with jasmine, the rounded stones where the children had once drawn their spirals.
When she reached the stone bench beneath the fig tree, she paused.
She crouched low, her knees folding beneath her, the letter cradled now in one hand.
She did not bury it.
She did not place it at the roots.
Instead, she slid it gently into the narrow space beneath the bench—between two stones, just wide enough for paper, just shallow enough for breath. She tucked it there like one places a seed in soft ground, not to forget, not to preserve, but to return.
The letter was not a confession.
It was not a poem.
It was only a memory she had folded into silence.
Something once felt.
Still held.
She rose without dusting the snow from her knees.
The sun had begun to rise now—slowly, steadily, painting the edges of the fig tree in gold too soft to name. She stood in the center of the courtyard and watched it lift itself above the eastern ridge, not brightly, not urgently. Just enough to be known.
Behind her, the letter remained.
Not hidden.
Just there.
Waiting.
Like all things the earth agrees to keep.
It was just past midday when Isa opened the notebook. The courtyard lay quiet beneath a thin veil of snow, dappled now with early light. The fig tree’s shadow had shortened, drawing itself closer to the roots, as if it, too, were gathering inward for the season.
He sat at the table beside the kitchen window where he had once drafted surveillance briefs, mapping observations into code. The wood of the table had faded in spots where his elbow used to rest. The glass of the window bore the gentle haze of breath and cooking and years. Aseel was inside, preparing lentils, humming softly to herself—not a song, just a rhythm the room had come to expect.
The notebook lay in front of him. Its cover was cracked at the spine, the leather soft and darkened from the oils of his hands. He had carried it when he first arrived under a false name, wrapped in a cloth that smelled of gunpowder and airport transit. For months he had used it to record everything—names, habits, hours of movement. But as the days grew longer, the entries shifted. They lost their precision. They grew slower, like the breath of someone falling asleep. Eventually, they stopped altogether.
He opened to the first page.
The ink had faded only slightly. The lines were still clean, the handwriting sharp, angled, disciplined.
He read the opening entry once, then again.
And he did not recognize the voice.
The words were his, unmistakably. He remembered the feel of the pen in his hand, the urgency behind each sentence. But the person who had written them—the cadence, the assumptions, the kind of control implied—felt impossibly distant.
Not false.
Just… past.
Objective remains clear. No deviation. Contact limited. Watch patterns. Observe discretion.
He whispered the lines aloud, almost experimentally.
The syllables tasted strange in his mouth.
He read further, skimming through pages marked with times and locations, cross-references, terse notes about people he now shared tea with. Children once described as “frequent” were now grown. The woman once marked as “possibly devout” now slept beside him each night, her breath the only rhythm he trusted.
At the center of one page, he had drawn a map of the village as seen from the rooftops. Every window marked. Every alley recorded. And now, looking at it, he couldn’t remember why the lines mattered.
He flipped to the final entry—penned in a different hand, less rigid, more open.
There are no secrets left in me. Only echoes. And even those grow softer each day.
He remembered writing that line.
But even it felt like something left behind at the edge of a path he no longer followed.
The Isa who had first stepped into this place had been fluent in silence, but not in stillness.
Now, he understood the difference.
He closed the notebook gently.
It had done its work.
Not in what it recorded.
But in what it had let go of.
He rose from the table and placed it on the high shelf, beside Aseel’s ledger of poems, beside the satchel of leaves and the wrapped bundle no one ever opened.
It no longer needed to be read.
It needed only to remain.
As witness.
As reminder.
As the voice of someone who had once arrived with questions—
and stayed long enough to let them become
quiet.
The snow had melted from the bench, warmed by the afternoon sun that returned, brief and amber-coloured, from behind the ridge. It lit the courtyard with a gentle clarity, sharpening the lines of stone and bark, turning even the stillness into something luminous. The fig tree stood bare, yet not stark. Its limbs were soft silhouettes, reaching neither upward nor downward, but outward—welcoming without effort.
Isa and Aseel stepped into the courtyard together, as they had a thousand times before. There was no decision to sit beneath the tree that day. No ritual. No plan. Only the quiet pull of habit formed over years, the way roots reach for water beneath soil already known.
They sat beside one another on the bench, close enough to share warmth, far enough for breath.
No words passed between them.
None were needed.
The air carried the scent of ash from the stove, of old fig wood burned slow, of winter oranges placed on the sill to ripen in the sun. A sparrow landed briefly on one of the high branches above, flicked its wings, and flew off again. The tree did not move. It held its shape as it always had—not as monument, but as presence.
Isa looked down at his hands. They had changed. Thicker at the joints, more lined than before. They no longer held tension. They no longer mapped escape. They rested.
Aseel’s hand was beside his.
He did not reach for it.
And still, she held his.
It was not an act of comfort.
It was a return.
The courtyard had grown quieter over the years—not abandoned, not forgotten. Just quieter. The children had grown, some had left, others returned now and then with stories of other trees, other silences. The pilgrims came less often, and when they did, they stayed shorter, as if what they needed could now be found more quickly. Or perhaps they had begun carrying the listening within them.
Above them, a breeze passed once, lifting the smallest of the bare twigs, stirring the air like a closing line of music.
Aseel leaned slightly into him, her head resting against his shoulder. Her shawl smelled faintly of thyme.
They stayed like that for some time.
Neither sleeping.
Neither waiting.
Just there.
The sun lowered itself with ceremony, drawing gold across the stones. The fig tree’s shadow lengthened until it folded into their feet.
No new questions rose.
No memories pressed forward.
There was only breath, and tree, and the soft thrum of a world allowed to be what it was.
The first star appeared above the western ridge.
Aseel saw it, but did not point.
Isa saw it too, and closed his eyes—not to rest, not to forget, but to remain.
And the tree above them stood in its fullness.
No longer needing to listen.
Because everything that had ever been said,
had rooted itself in the silence beneath.
The End