ONE MORE WORLD TOUR Cc: Couldn't sleep that night! There's a moment when all elements, all parts, starts to react, starts to do some king of dance! When balance is being treated by many vibrations, it still stays in his natural position, but with a lot of difficulties! Could be a lot easier if you go out of balance. Feelings are everywhere, in every single moment. No matter in what kind of activity you are, partly you're not present! Looks like the month of October has been decided to make full time attention?! How to go out of this moment now, and to come back to you, with enough concentration to describe the newest scenario?! One more time, not like it supposed to be, it needs to change! It needs to return with pleasure and joy in stress and unknown. Unknown in the sense that you don't know what's gonna happened, you don't even know what it's going to happened before it happened!! But what did you expect?! That it is going to be easy, that we'll go through this like visitors? We all know those guys who come and go, and for most of them it's like nothing happened... In our case it's a bit different. We couldn't do it in that way!) We  had a different scenario, we had different roles, we were in the movie which didn't allow us to be actors! It happened real, it happened like that, that we were obliged to be real, we were oblige to make it work out of illusion... Any way I was already too mad! General situation, like it was last year and a half, was more than chaotic! I'm just wondering where did that horror scenario came from, and why the main role has been given to me?! Maybe that role has not been given to me, maybe I was stupid enough to take it?! Maybe I could go to another movie, play another role, but.. Maybe this sounds a bit subjective, cause there are many more roles with more chaotic scenarios! Any way, I knew this was mine, this one belongs to me, cause it was not a role, I'm just calling it like that, this is my life, my real life!! Maybe it's chaotic and heavy, cause as usual, when it is happening, it is happening all and in the same time!! We were used to be in the similar situation, but know it is not like before, it was not so dark and heavy, but in the same time it was too heavy for these moments. I just came back home after four months off can't describe it now will do it later... Already with the system who's need emergency landing, cause of the danger of explosion!! Than I got more news!! More of weight on the wrong side of balance, which one was obviously crazily heavy already!! Ah man, what kind of machines we are, what kind and which level of pain we can accept and support after a long long time of every thing, this was really a drop into the more than a full glass!! It was said to us, it was official! And we saw it happening, but we didn't know at which way it is gonna go! We also saw a few solutions, hang over in the air, kind of an illusion.. Kind of a dream, which was our specialty! One more time counting on Angels, Universe, pure wish!! Like it goes in our lifes, already for years, already for a thousands of times, we did it again!! Party, day and night!! Party for so many days, that I didn't know any more does things happened in my dream while I was sleeping, or while I was awake?! Constantly talking and dreaming about solution for actual situations!! We know already: vision, clear picture than a step! The only step in front us was step out! Step in ,was not really visible, but possible! Anyway, we were not quite optimist; but still hoping to get some thing that gonna keep us in the same ambiance, give us some things.. I want to say that a possibility of less pain been existed, but.. It was like a...