A lot of times
feeling misplaced in
the world feeling
not good enough
A lot of times
I just want
to disappear from
the pain the
nothingness in my
heart my life
A lot of times
feeling like I
shouldn’t have been
born my biological
parents abandoned me
A lot of times
I just want
to feel wanted
to feel a connection
to feel needed
A lot of times
I feel a stabbing
pain in my heart
At times I feel
nothing in my
sad depressed mind
At times I want
nothing but love
from my precious
beautiful girlfriend at
times I feel
to selfish at
times I feel
like I need
to be gone
from the world
A lot of times
I wonder how
I am still
alive it’s curious
I am like
an shallow shadow
of my past