S.E. Soldwedel commented on Disintegration
People regularly regard me like some strange alien creature (I'd say "The Man Who Fell to Earth" but I am not David Bowie, alas) because I like to talk about things that I think should matter to everyone and that do matter to me, very acutely.

Maybe it's because I am the gender, sexual orientation and complexion that I am that makes my advocacy of people who are none of those things so difficult for other folks to digest. Or maybe they simply perceive me to be sanctimonious ... which I really try not to be. I just think someone's humanity is the fundamental point and that their appearance is not. There are plenty of people I really dislike quite a lot, but it's because I find them hateful, narcissistic, myopic, willfully ignorant, overtly racist, closed-minded etc., etc.

I'm hardly patting myself on the back, over here. I just tire of sameness. I don't want to spend every minute of my life surrounded by blue eyes and white faces. And there's an irony in that because, if everyone intermixes, humanity will be -- at least to a significant degree -- more similar in terms of complexion, anyway, than since we first became human.

To your point, Sue, about your readers' remarks about diversity, I've limited character descriptions to their introductions, too. I'm glad you mentioned that people seem to overlook that. Rue, in The Hunger Games, is depicted in the narrative as brown-skinned, but some filmgoers were outraged when Amandla Stenberg was cast in the film because those people didn't want the character to be black ... because they didn't think she was black ... because they didn't read the $#%&ing book closely enough! They projected their own whiteness onto the character in the book.

I think it's safe to say that most people imagine things through the lens of their own experience. I do, too ... to an extent. But I've found that my experience has been quite different from that of most other white, heterosexual males. I simply don't need my entire world and all the people in it to share my physical characteristics.

A friend of mine once asked me if he thought I had Stockholm Syndrome. It was an interesting point and, while it didn't make me mad, it did make me wonder why empathy would be seen as a sign of neurosis.
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    I just saw an article in The Root about remarks made by Michael Caine and Charlotte Rampling, about the Oscars, about the lack of anything close to parity of recognition given to non-white actors. Neither Caine nor Rampling were championing the desire of non-white actors to be recognized, however. While Caine's remarks seem, to me, fairly benign and naive (I think his stance pays no attention to race and he's just relaying his own experience of how long he had to wait for an Oscar. His wife an children are brown.) ... Rampling's comments are ... well ... read them for yourself.

    If Disintegration were to be made into a TV show or film, the majority of the cast--if cast faithfully (read: not whitewashed)--would be non-white. It takes place in the far future, where I imagine that humans will have interbred to the point of practically eliminating "race." There are different shades of people in my book (as there are now, admittedly), but "whiteness" and "blackness" as we know it exists only on the extreme fringes of the skin tone spectrum, and the vast majority of humans exist throughout the vast middle of that spectrum (as they do, now, in point of fact, but political and social power in Disintegration is no longer held by the white minority (which has become much, much smaller), unlike today.

    I created this reality because it seems like a reasonable extrapolation of where things are headed, for humanity. If you haven't seen my picture or watched my video: I'm white. This probably affords me the privilege of not really caring about my whiteness. I'm the color that I am simply because my parents were the color that they are (honestly, it's not that simple because you can consider the social influence that encourages people to couple in a manner that maintains a racially divisive status quo, but let's not go down that rabbit hole). Just like I had no say in being born, I had no say in how much melanin I was going to receive. I'd like to live in a world where that is the sole truth of anyone's skin color: that the amount of melanin we have is irrelevant to anything aside from whether some of us are going to burn more easily in the sunlight.

    In other social-justice news, I saw that a syndicate has been created promoting works with strong female characters and I think this is a great idea. I can't afford a monthly membership to anything, at the moment, but I believe in what they're doing, and I am fairly certain that Disintegration passes not only the Bechdel Test, but the latter three tests listed at the Wikipedia entry for the Bechdel Test (the Russo Test (there's a lot of sexual fluidity in Disintegration. The B in LGBT is heavily represented), The Sexy Lamp Test, and the Sphinx Test (because I don't want my "strong women" to just be the typical patriarchal male character in a female body.))

    On the latter parenthetical, Captain Carina Duvais appears to be the typical action heroine stand-in, a "man" (in quotes because I think that a man can be more than just patriarchy's masculine ideal, but that is the benchmark I am citing, in this case) with breasts and a vagina ... but the character has much more depth than that. If I were lazier, Carina could pass the sexy lamp test because she is sexy (in the prosaic way that we've been inundated by media to perceive as truly sexy) and I've depicted her this way, but it isn't just to be salacious. It's purposeful because it makes her an object of desire to many of the men she encounters, whom she ideologically despises, and she has to navigate that unwanted attention.

    Second Lieutenant Ada Bennett, the counselor, is almost diametrically opposite Carina because Ada engages, mostly, in heterosexual intercourse and she is empathic (figuratively and literally; she has telepathic abilities that allow her to sense only feelings, like Counselor Troi from Star Trek: TNG). She is warm, generous, non-violent, etc., etc. But Ada is no shrinking violet (her penchant for submission in a sexual context does not make her a clothed pushover) and her receptiveness to sex isn't depicted, narratively, in a pejorative manner (characters react to her proclivities in a negative way, but it's indicative of the character's problems with female agency, and the pervasiveness of the Puritan Ideal).

    Lieutenant Commander Angela Hastings is another of Disintegration's female leads and she isn't very analogous to Carina nor Ada except that they share a common biology and gender. She also the least sexualized of the three characters, in the narrative, mainly because of her involvement in a monogamous commitment with A'arilon Ray (my ostensible protagonist, but this is an ensemble story, so no one is the sole protagonist nor antagonist), and her high rank insulates her from overt expressions of desire by other soldiers.

    So, there are some things that have been on my mind. It was fun to write them out, and provide a little character backstory. Thus ends this socially conscious entry into the reader update log. If anyone wants to chime in on any of these points, I relish the opportunity for discourse!

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      Hey, Joshua. I just ordered a copy of this; I love the idea! I remember seeing a special once about how a fungus grows inside ants and turns them into zombies. Your premise sounds like a great backdrop for a story, and the protagonists sound a little bit like Hellboy and the BPRD (which I love).

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        Hello, everyone.

        I know it's been ages since my last update. I haven't had much to say, so I've been reluctant to mince words just to send something out.

        I've been working almost every day on the manuscript and I have been giddy with excitement over how it is coalescing into exactly the story I want to tell. To all of you that have supported Disintegration so far, thank you again. That support has been the catalyst for my inspiration. However, with regard to my goals on Inkshares, I have further yet to go.

        I spoke with Jeremy about the impending end of my campaign and how, when it arrived, I would qualify for Quill ... but Disintegration will need more than a "light edit"; it needs the works. The manuscript is epic and--while it can definitely be pared down--the more eyes on it, the better; the more rounds of editing, the better; the more professional the packaging, the better.

        So, if you look at my book page, you'll notice that the Quill option has been removed. I didn't know that was going to be the result of my talks with Jeremy ... and seeing the safety net be taken away was a little frightening ... but it's just an exclamation point on that a fully funded campaign is the only way for Disintegration to truly be successful.

        Additionally, we've opted to go with a paperback, which decreases the price ... which, I hope, makes Disintegration more enticing to anyone who has yet to purchase it.

        On that note, more orders are crucial. If you have already supported me, and if that support indicates that you really believe in my book, please help me generate more sales. Share it with your sci-fi loving friends who aren't yet aware of it. Go tell it on the mountain.

        The eBook option is now only ten bucks. The paperback is $20. I'm only halfway to fully funded, so your help is critical. If you can get just one person to buy a copy -- if all of my followers do the same -- we'll be knocking on the door of that fully funded campaign tomorrow.

        Please help me to fully realize Disintegration's potential.

        Thanks,
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