Chapter 2
The flip side to the dark side
The art of finding true love the prequel
It wasn’t until I learned to stop being blinded by lust that I decided to seek after what I found was true love I learn to truly understand a real woman’s worth and the value of being a good man and treating a good woman with respect.it was 23 years ago that I met the only woman I ever loved her name is LAcoyia Shante white. even if i don’t get to marry her as I planned, or even be with her she made me want loyalty ,and want to be with a good woman you see love comes from within its pure and humble it has self-control and real morals and self-respect. .you get what you give in a real relationship break down the words relationship for what it is real—relation-ship a ship is meant to hold more than one. Relations is how you treat your spouse and we know nothing fake is real. How do you know if it’s real? What are the motives for the love.is it plutonic or is it base on how the way that person makes you feel sexually if its built on flesh don’t expect it to last. If it’s a spiritual connection then the bond is way more powerful than those of the eyes. We know temptation is always near but when you have a spiritual connection with a soul mate your morels won’t allow you to do to that person what you don’t want done to you. Yeah I look at other women but I have devolved the self-control to know what’s meant for the eyes. And what’s full filling for the soul. It’s not about finding someone perfect it’s about finding someone perfect for you. It means know your weakness and your strength. Know what you desire in a mate and know what you do not want to put up with. Know who you are and know what makes you happy. Know yourself love yourself then you can learn to love someone else this book has a lot of my past experiences with women some good most bad. But it took me looking in the mirror and saying what I did to attract the wrong women. What can I do to better pick the kind of women I allow in my life? To each soul is a zone find yours and get in it don’t change to be with someone or make them happy change because that person makes you happy and you want to do what it takes to make the real relationship grow like adding water and love mix with sunlight that is passion. Fire is the fuel you give when you put more time in to building the real relationship that’s true love. God is true love. Find Christ and his path will open your heart to what is true love I hope you enjoy this book and the stories as pure knowledge and entertainment…
On a dark and gloomy day Thursday everything was quiet boss Crayola sat in his bed watching family guy he loved the cartoon and was always amused by the quagmire most people looked at him like a monster they called him frieza the Michael Myers of Charleston for what he did to his family on Nesbit, but the truth was boss Crayola never had a family or a child hood they mentally abused him most of his years was spent in prison and mental hospitals maybe that’s why he liked the cartoons so much it was all coming back to him he remembered the church the 9 people and why he did it. But he thought God told him to do it, all those lives gone he felt remorse he had someone in his life now a real good woman. She made him feel good they had a son together. now everything seem different his heart had changed he thought about the night he saw Tasha and Dupree having sex and the evil Crayola with dreads and gold teeth that demon meant him no good he had already been responsible for over 100 murders. How can I change King Jesus if your real help me I’m sorry I’m a sinner. Just then the room began to glow and a light was powerful he saw a beautiful angel like spirit with long pure white hair that glow. He looked beautiful just then he started crying please save me as he bowed before the light…you have a chance to turn this around change don’t let Tavon turn out like you .ask the father to show you your sins. Give yourself up except responsibility for your crimes. King Jesus said! Just then the walls started to bleed and the evil Crayola appeared with a wicked grin you’re a monster how can you be forgiving I own you!
My rib a bonus poem by Muhammad boss Crayola Wilson so many women in and out always the same thing….when all I ever wanted was a queen to make me feel like a king! Someone to love marry raise a family have more kids…until I met this love she felt just like my rib…what other women said they didn’t like about me…they was too shallow and closed minded , she brought the best out me made me want to change and let go the past …but I was confused my heart had been so used…I only knew women who moved so fast it was years since I knew my worth….she was like my morning star my new reason to live……I’m thankful that God made Lacoyia my one and only rib
(Chapter 5 Coyia)you see all my life I held in a lot of frustration that turned into inner rage I kept quiet and let people walk over me .and never said nothing as I lay down in this tiny cell, pretty soon they will be coming for me to put me to sleep. I know I might go to hell for those sadistic acts I committed but not everybody was evil in my life. The only good soul I can remember is Coyia and my grandmother Francis Frasier who took me in when I needed help the most. lust is powerful when you allow it to take control of your emotions just then the walls started to bleed. All I could see is red the evil Crayola manifested inside the cell and Mr. Freaky deaky took over. The good memory’s was gone all I could think about is the way them bitchs treated me. They got what they deserved. Especially the black widow shy
Chapter 7 author’s note
This book Is a story a very scary story pain comes from emotional damage in your life this book is my opportunity to take the readers on a trip through my many violent past experiences my broken heart the term bleeding comes from releasing or venting built up emotions inside life is precious the flip side to the dark side means the other side of the darkness way of thinking. it means to open up and give others the chance to see how both sides are or play devil’s advocate I grew bitter from pain the devil didn’t make me do it means the devil don’t make you do nothing you do it because of choices The tip of the tongue can be used to be a powerful tool to destroy or uplift I’m using my many talents and gifts to help show those who are unsure of realty and imagination man has got to the point where they only know violence and rage so I’m using this book to reach them God use the holy ghost King Jesus to touch the hearts of unsaved we all can be saved the characters’ in this book represents everyday people who struggle with issues of mental illness this book or any of the horrific stories are not meant to glorify evil violence only use it as entertainment and enlightens. It’s for educational purpose get help you can’t serve 2 masters’ light and darkness don’t mix growing up I was a confused soul .that’s why I thought what I did. The poem I wrote forgiving the man that murder my mamma crystal Wilson and my sister Hilary wright was due to the understanding of forgiveness’ in my heart I didn’t want to welcome hate but reject it’s thought so much evil that’s why I evented slime ball a way of allowing the darkness to purge the sick thoughts in music and in story’ I met a lot of positive people in law enforcement that showed me another way of thinking including Captain Joyce smith of the North Charleston police department ,you see Christ sent me a lot of good people .it takes stepping out your comfort zone.im willing and ready to cooperate with any form of law enforcement that include D.N.A. and lie detector tests.to prove I have never committed any murder nor am I involved in any illegal activities just so this book will not give satin no glory its meant to be for entertainment and learning…the sitcom the Crayola family the Devil don’t make you do it is my next step. It’s based on the characters in this book and it takes you inside the mind of a dysfunctional family. And what happens when the children takes that wrong turn each episode will shock you.