"One day dammit. One day I'm going to leave this filth. Just one more chunk of brain laying on the ground next to some poor girl that didn't get enough love from daddy. Spending her nights pullin' her clothes off for dollars, then just finally decided she couldn't take it. Just one more cold corpse of some junkie twat trying to pull one over on his dealer only to find out his dealer ain't jacked up and see's the world just a little bit clearer than that dumb ass. That's right one of these days I'm gonna stop givin' myself this damn old speech and actually do it."